On Monday I went to New Haven, CT to venerate the heart of St John Vianney. In these troubled times in our church who better(besides of course Jesus & Mary) to pray to than the "Priests, priest" for intercession.
It was a beautiful morning. As I knelt in front of his heart I felt a deep peace but also a conviction of ways in which I was sinning that I was not really aware of.
The Sacrament of Reconciliation was available as well. It was a wonderful experience of God's mercy and I was given a beautiful penance. For the 4 days up to Thanksgiving, I was to make myself aware as much as possible, of the many blessings I have to be grateful for in my life. My list is very long!
Of course I am grateful for friends & family and the many materials things I have to live my life, that I so often taken for granted. I also am grateful for y failings and the crosses He sends my way that keep me close and allow me to grow in His love, knowing He is there with me teaching me. I truly feel grateful as well, to the Lord for His mercy and how He has allowed me to serve Him in the Entering Canaan Ministry.
I have been so blessed to meet so many wonderful women, men, siblings and others whose lives have been touched by abortion. Their humility and courage in coming forward for healing and allowing Gods mercy into their lives always touches my heart so deeply. I am grateful to have met all of them (you know who you are),and thank them for sharing this deep wound of their hearts. Our God is so good and merciful. He is waiting for each one of us and is so happy to welcome us home.
Mostly, I am thankful for Mary, who I love deeply and who like a good mother always saves me from myself, shielding me under her mantle. I know I would be lost without her.
There is one day left for my penance. I pray I carry it over into everyday of my life. It is so easy to fall into a pattern and take things for granted. Instead of a penance, it has truly been a gift to me! Thank you Lord for your goodness and mercy to us!
Blessed Thanksgiving!
